So here's the scenerio: I sleep in her bed, and hugged up and cuddled. Snuggling. Spoon. Fingers interlocked. I've kissed her forehead. I rub her scalp. Touch her hips. Squeeze her little love handles. My feet touch hers, and her legs touch mine. I don't fondle her breats, but my arms are across her chest. I breathe on her neck. I smell her hair, bath scents, sweat, salt, and breathe. She lies in my hair, and fondles my dreads. She plays in my hair. Touches my ears. She knows what I like. We wake up and smile at each other. We hug genuinely. We lay about, and start the small talk, then we start our day. Sometimes we have a routine of waking up to our alarms, and snoozing, and sleeping, and then repeating--opting to cuddle instead of taking care of responsibilities. We don't have sex, and there are no plans or mentions of it anytime in the future, although I would....although I have a want to (won't and can't speak on her behalf). Our "pleasuring" of each other curiously and playfully walks the line of platonic-ism. Yup. Its sexy. Its Enjoyable. I miss that part of the relationship. That's what I miss about a GF....that's why I need a Constant. Cause having a gf brings way more than the above mentioned joy. It brings mad problems. You can't proper cuddle a cut buddy....its against the rules.....smh.....I'm having mixed feelings about my cuddle buddy. I would def say I want more....Id def accept more....but I doubt Ill get more. She's too good of a friend for me to be willing to persue more in exchange for losing a friend...should I be rejected....should it become too odd.....should it not work out.....just glad I have good people around me, and that I'm getting more now than before I knew her.....Creating applications....Joyisa!!!
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