So....you remember when I wrote about still being pissed off(Click Me), and referenced having a constant(even though you prolly didnt realize it)....and when I actually wrote about a constant? (click me).....and what about even further back, when I was going thru my worst and said this (click me).
---BTW, I kinda look at that and think.....someone is doing it to me right now.....now I know how some people may have felt when I did it to them....smh......---
Been thinking about that shit lately....and some other shit Ive written...like my music.....soon to be recorded and released (**shameless plug**)
So I wrote to a friend, poetically of course, about how Ive been feeling of late....:
I can only be poetic: I always fall hard and fast. Once I start, I can't pull myself up, cause the ledge is too far away. It would be nice if the one I fall for catches me, but if they don't, ill still reach the bottom eventually. Possibilities: No love lost. Only love gained.
....sigh.....I forgot where I was going.....Im not quite rambling....but I am definitely throwing "dots" out there that I am failing to connect....
I have a lot of unorganized thoughts right now. Craving a reality check from Ms. Allen, a hug from a chick Im still choosing not to name, and some other shit that I havent gotten for a min (from anyone, smh).
Countdown to my bday (bj) (**here's hoping**) lol.
Ummm....I hate this fucking feeling. Havent felt this since......hmmmm.....the all-american girl blogs, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 & Part 4......click each part....
This is like a fucking flashback episode.....smh.....well, I'll end it with some poetry.....(click me)......enjoy
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